Well last night my friends and i went to a bar for karaoke night.  It's was awesome!!!!  The bar doesn't card so there were not too many people that were sober   My friends and i were crazy singing, dancing and enjoying ourselves.  There were many girls there from Moore and the one girl is a porn star and she kept hitting on everyone.  It was kind of wierd.  She wanted me to go with her to a strip club to get an application!!!   Then there were these two guys, Chris and Chris, that came in and kept staring at my friends and i.  Then they asked if Britt and i wanted to go to another bar with them but we didn't go b/c that's a little strange.  well we stayed at the bar till about 2 and then came back to school and went to bed.  It was very excitting and i will definatly be making another trip there sometime soon!!!

Putting my feelings into words -
Impossible.
For my feelings for you are
Incomprehensible.
If I could let you see the effect you have on me,
You would be blinded.
For if you did the darkness would fade,
Shadows were no longer.
For I am in love,
More in love then I have been for a long time.
I love you is all I can say,
But my heart says more,
There is much more to my love,
Dreams, Hopes, Fantasies,
That all can become realities.
For with you I am a new me,
A me that shouldn't leave.
In these few words I hope you see,
How much you mean to me.
In Life, Love and Spirit,
I want you to hear it,
I Love You!

Can't wait till Thanksgiving <3

Hey there all~

Just to let everyone know.... i have a MySpace profile also.  Just go to myspace.com and search my name and you will find it.  Lately i haven't really been doing anything.  OH!!! I went to NY yesterday as a class trip.  It was awesome!!!  I love NY.  we went to the met and then to chelsea.  My friends and i didn't feel like staying in chelsea so we walked to Macy's department store and went shopping.  OMG!!! that place is amazing.  It's so huge!!!  It brought back many memories from last year when i was in the Macy's Thanksgiving Day Parade.  Good time girls  even though i was on my death bed.  But anyway..... it was nice to get out of philly.  next semester we're going to washington d.c to look at museums and stuff. i don't know if that one is going to be as interesting/fun but we'll have to see.  well i think i'm gonna get goin........

The first thing I think of
When I think of you,
Is your wonderful smile.
The second would be your adorable laugh.
I could go on and on,
But the list would never end.

When I think of the short time
That we've been together
And of all of the happy memories we've already shared
It amazes me to no end
And I know that we were meant to be together.
I look at you and see overflowing love, hope, and joy
As well as charm, strength, happiness and dignity.
With all of these wonderful qualities
It's no wonder I love you so.

Don't worry..... i'll think of something really good

Well my weekend fucking sucked!!!!

After the whole thing that happend thrusday, i just never got better.  The thing is that i saw the guy that i hung out with like every day and he just talking to me about what happened and kept making thigs worse.  Then one of my other friends wanted to hang out friday night after the football game and i told him no b/c i was really tired and he got pissed at me and hung up on me..... oh well, his loss.  But anyway.....

So friday i went to the football game which was kind of boring.  Nazareth lost of cource b/c we suck!!  but i left after half time (i got to see liberty band perform with the bag pipes ) and went to heather's house with some peole and went in her hot tub.  That was very nice and relaxing.  After that i picked up martin and took brian home b/c he doesn't have a car anymore due to his car accident that he had.  but the ride was nice b/c brian and i talked about what i have been going through lately......

Then saturday i worked at soundfest which was fun.  they had me set up to work the best director stand but then they switched me to the tape runner for the judges.  that was messed up b/c they didn't really need me so i just sat there on the sideline and watched the bands perform.  it wasn't too bad but i was freezing cold.  then that night it went over to matt's house with some friends.  that was nice b/c i got to actually see his finished house b/c they had to rebuild after their house was struck by lightning and burnt down.  we hung out in his music room which is amazing and he just sat down and was playing josh groben music and he also had us listen to his cd that he made for his singing portfolio. all i can say is AMAZING!!! he is really awesome at singing and is going to go very far with his voice....i was at his house till about 3 then i went home and went right to bed......

Sunday i had a bridal shower for my cousin.  she's finally getting married and i'm so happy.  the wedding is in december and i'm hopeing that my friend will be able to come with me b/c i think that he will really enjoy himself b/c he knows that side of my family b/c that's who he sees at the beach every year.  but i'll have to wait and see if he can make it and if not i'll just have to ask someone else .  The shower went well, it was nice to see my cousin's and family members.  but then again there is always problems with my family....   then my dad decided to bring me back to school which kind of pissed me off b/c i really didn't want him to bring me back..... whenever he wants to be alown with me he always wants to talk about things that i have done wrong. for one thing i don't like being yeld at and that usually what happens and with what was going on this weekend i really didn't want that to happen..... so it was not a very good ride... then when he got here, he came up into my room and was doing something one my computer and stayed for like a half an hour!!!!  not good b/c i had a 4 page paper that is dues for tomorrow ( i'm still not finished with it, i took a  break to write this).....

well i'm going to get back to writting....

Later

i'm really missing a certain someone

Hello there~

Well let's see here.... so far my weekend has not been too great.  I went over to my friends place thrusday night into friday.  We were haveing a good time just hanging out. Then we started talking about somethings and we were joking around with eachother and he said somethings and took it alittle to far.  I know that he was just joking around but it's somethine that I have been thinking about ever since the whole things with jon. 

Well hopefully things will get better.  Today, I'm working at the band competition and it's going to be so much fun.  I'm going to get to see so many people that i havn't seen in a long time .  And then tomorrow i'm going to my cousin's bridal shower .  That's going to be awesome.  I'm so glad that she's getting married finaly. 

Well that's about all that i have to talk about for now...... I'll keep you updated on how the rest of my weekend goes.  Later

Your eyes
which first held me captivated
where I stood.

Your smile
to dazzle the sun
and warm every corner of my soul.

Your voice
like a sparkling mountain stream
which flows into my heart.

Your walk
and the way your gracefulness
takes my breath away.

Your hair
about which I dreamed
cascading into my face
as you leaned over me.

Your hands
whose caress I crave
to hold my face
in their tenderness.

Your arms
I long to have around my neck
as you pull me close
to your warmth.

Most of all
everything you are
changed the way I feel about my life.

I miss you so much Nick

Love you lots